I don’t care who you are, where you’ve been, don’t know what you’ve done, as long as you keep wearing matching outfits and singing about love 

Apr 29, 2017 After nine years of marriage, Bryan tends to get tired of my super well-curated Missy Higgins station on Pandora, so yesterday when we were driving around a bunch he switched it to my Simon and Garfunkle station, but the songs on there are mostly songs I either love or hate, so after … Continue reading I don’t care who you are, where you’ve been, don’t know what you’ve done, as long as you keep wearing matching outfits and singing about love 

Good things

Apr 27, 2017 Doctors who listen Friends who watch your kids and feed them donuts The way Felix says "I wuv you too, Mommy" even when he's saying it first Olivia's love of reading Bryan having his first real weekend off in weeks Sleep

Both

Apr 26, 2017 I want to remember today both for the terrible morning I had feeling sick and battling the doctor's office and for the idyllic afternoon an evening I had with the kids. Both for the courage it took to keep asking and asking and fighting for the medical care I so desperately need … Continue reading Both

Daily routine 

Apr 25, 2017 Living my days like: Wake up Eat eggs I'm sick of Hungry  Hungry Hungry Hungry Check blood sugar Eat lame snack that everyone on diets thinks looks good and I'm like bah Hungry  Hungry Hungry Hungry Bryan tries to be nice and offers me a ham sandwich but they haven't sounded good … Continue reading Daily routine 

Moving on

Apr 24, 2017 Well, I finally tried to switch doctors today. I had kind of given up on it, mostly due to lack of energy, but after mentioning to one of my sister's last night that I didn't love my doctor's office, she reminded me that it would be worth the effort to look for … Continue reading Moving on

Oh well

Apr 23, 2017 I wrote a post earlier today and then took it down, though I think it got emailed out to subscribers anyway. Whoops. It just felt too pitiful and negative. Anyway, it's late and I need to get to bed. Guess I'll try again tomorrow. 

Stuck

Apr 22, 2017 It happens more during the in between phases. And especially when I don't have a business to run or some other real and productive thing to keep me busy. I start feeling stuck in the house.  I want to go out, but don't want to needlessly spend money on treats or things … Continue reading Stuck